Background

I admire the moral courage that I have seen in recovering addicts: I have been jealous of their willingness to admit that they are wrong or need help: that their lives have become unmanageable.

I attended a Church-sponsored addiction group as an assignment for a class. It was an impressive spiritual outpouring with everyone focusing on repentance and changing and dropping their pretenses.

I decided to try to look at my life from this powerful perspective. "You have heard it said that the Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting. It has been found difficult and left untried." (JEF)

Anything that I continue to do despite repeated negative consequences? Seems like any sin could fall into this category. Especially under the definition that sin is doing something other than what your heart tells you you should (see Bonds That Make Us Free).

So there it is. I'm a daily user who is just starting to admit that I have a problem. And I intend to work through "A Guide to Addiction Recovery and Healing", trying to change.